8.23.2008

haunted...again

Haven't had this dream for so long. Baby you are haunting me again...
It was exactly the feeling as one and half years ago when we sepsrated.I was so alone, lost, abandoned,unloved, sad, angry [with you and myself] and feeling so stupid. There is no feeling worse than this.
when I finnaly woke up...the ipod was playing by itself for the whole night....I thought it was from nextdoor when I heard it from sleep but no, it was my own ipod making this haunting sound.

I thought it was centuries ago that I would never feel it again coz I'm sooooo healed.

leave me alone, save me.