8.29.2008

What am I becoming?

The career fair yesterday kinda made me feeling gloomy.
I'm in US yes, but it's Michigan, It's a small town and I'm still a country girl.
A long way to go from where my heart is longing to be.
The feeling of powerlessness got to me...
what do I have? smarts? personality? hard work?
I guess I still need to work a little harder despite the already-complete-lack-of-entertainment kinda life.
Samuel from writing class asked me to hang out&have fun&party a bit, sorry dude, I'm sophomore, gotta take care of sophomore stuff, life isn't all about fun for me anymore =P

Professor Krenin rocks, you rock man, you are one smart-good-looking-sexily-Britishly-accented dude. I love your international econs!

When I was a little girl I used to imagine how college life will turn out to be for me. Now the answer kinda discloses itself for me. Maybe I'm becoming the woman I wished to be.

Cherie